Tinker Toys
Pretty Pictures and my life in a nutshell.
It’s not easy having yourself a good time
Greasing up those bets and betters
Watching out they don’t four-letters
Fuck and kiss you both at the same time
Smells like something I’ve forgotten
Curled up died and now it’s rotton
I’m not a ganster tonight
Don’t want to be a bad guy
I’m just a loner, baby
And now you’ve gotten in my way
CHORUS
I can’t decide
Whether you should live or die
Oh, you’ll prob’ly go to heaven
Please don’t hang your head and cry
No wonder why
My heart feels dead inside
It’s cold and hard and petrified
Lock the doors and close the blinds
We’re going for a ride
It’s a bitch convincing people to like you
If I stop now call me a quitter
If lies were cats you’d be litter
Please everyone isn’t like you
Dancing jigs until I’m crippled
Slug ten drinks I won’t get pickled
I’ve got to hand it to you
You’ve played by all the same rules
It’s takes the truth to fool me
And now you’ve made me angry
CHORUS
Oh, I could throw you in a lake
Or feed you poisoned birthday cake
I won’t deny I’m gonna miss you when you’re gone
Oh, I could bury you alive
But you might crawl out with a knife
And kill me when I’m sleeping
That’s why
CHORUS
(via cafepostmortem)
I KNOW WHAT YOU DID. I SEE THINGS. THOUGHT WE WERE “FRIENDS”. FUCK FRIENDS!
This.
Not fun. In fact who the fuck knows if i’m even recovering, I only seem to be getting worse.
Thank god I have my boyfriend to take care of me.
And Poison Control.
I was not aware of this at all until I walked up to my pharmacy and when I handed them my money, they handed it back to me.
I am so fucking happy right now.
I’m happy because now I don’t have to pay out of pocket for my MEDICATION.
Yes, birth control is sometimes used as a medication, as some are unaware.
You see, I have a condition called Endometriosis. This is an incredibly painful ailment that affects me monthly due to my period. The only way it can really be effectively aided without surgery, is to reduce the monthly blood flow. The only way to effectively do that, is with birth control pills.
So to all those ignorant assholes making remarks like “I DON’T WANT MY HARD EARNED CASH GOING TO WHORES SO THEY CAN HAVE SEX!”
That’s not always the case.
In fact that’s probablly most likely not the case in most situations.
I agree, paying for other people to be able have sex and not get pregnant is kind of stupid and isn’t anyone’s job but their own.
But for people like me who NEED it as a medication, I think it makes sense that it should be covered under health insurance.
Oh, and to those who say “Oh the co-pay isn’t so bad, it’s only a few dollars, you can pay it.”
My co-pay is $25. And that is only because I’m using a special discount card that I got since I was one of the first women to start using the brand in my clinic.
Eventually that card will expire though and the pill I use will then cost $75. Not $25. And as a 19 year old college student, i can’t afford $75 a month, and neither can my family.
“Oh you can use a different pill, you don’t need the most expensive one on the market!”
I’ve tried. The others were hardly effective and gave me nausea and sickness and made me throw up. This was the only one that worked.
So before anyone goes and makes stupid close minded and ignorant accusations, know what the fuck you are talking about first.
Birth control is a medication for me, and it is something I need.
I didn’t ask to have a genetic disorder. I didn’t ask to go through extreme agonizing pain each month, literally crippling me from doing anything but lying on the floor cringing and crying. And most of all I didn’t ask for the major possibility of sterility, when all my life the one thing I wanted most was to have a child one day.
With all of this the last thing I think I deserve is to be called is a money leeching sex hungry whore.
Just like any other disease or disorder, medication is necessary. This is no different, which is why I believe HEALTH insurance should cover it, since it is for my HEALTH.
Not because I am a whore.
Thank you.
Fireworks! Fireworks! Fireworks!
